

MySelf All I wanted was somethingMySelf by ~anordinaryman
All I got was nothing
Now I'll never know
What it feels like
I see the kids walking
Walking down the long
Corridors of the school
Those lonely halls
I hear them laugh
I see them joke
I don't know
What about though
But here I am
A true outsider
Left out of my own
in a place i don't belong


Untitled It seems like only yesterdayUntitled by ~anordinaryman
I packed up all the things I owned
and left this deadbeat town
swearing never to return
starvation, depression
always around
its been a long twenty years
and a life full of tears
as I hit the road again and
look for work, I ask God Why
coanstant pain, fustration
always around
now its 2006
and all my tears been shed
now I'm looking to the future
and hiding from the past


:? Every time you have to leave:? by ~anordinaryman
I close my eyes and dream of you
I drift away to a secret place
Where I can be alone with you
I smell your hair as it blows in my face
I can picture your smile perfect to me
I close my eyes and dream of you
With memories dancing in my head
But as much as I love dreaming of you
It's never enough when I Open my eyes
and stop dreaming of you


madness Madness I say, madness it is, what else could it bemadness by ~anordinaryman
The ghost of my past. The spirits that haunt me
They pursue my deepest dreams, my hidden shame
Wanting me to go back, but madness it is, has to be
How I remember all the faces, as I walked away
Pleading looks, tears on checks, pleading me to stay
But I cannot, I must run blindly. Away from me, go!
Its my life, I must live it. Madness is trying to stay
The Mistakes that I have made time and again
The memories stir. Leaving me a feeling of pain
I close my eyes, and see it all so vividly, real
My soul cries out, with despair I look in vain
Madn
Sunrise 4 by ~dewdrop1279

Surrounded by People Surrounded by people,Surrounded by People by ~kittenpoet
Yet all alone.
Or being one of them
Becoming a clone
I am with friends
And have no one
They surround me
And leave me alone
Ignoring the pain
Ignoring the cries
For they don't here
Or see through the lies
They think all is fine
They assume it's great
When really my life
Is one big fake
Asking no questions,
They leave me to be
They don't realize,
That I'm in misery.
Coming and going,
Caring or not,
They would react more
If I were smoking pot.
They think they care.
They fool themselves
They don't really
It's all about themselves.
Hey person who is also Shaun Winters... how's it going?
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the gig is up
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Grace and Peace
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"Why is the rum always gone???"
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"Why is the rum always gone???"
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Your blood has never failed me yet, Jesus, your blood has never failed me.